
Well, throughout years, many people have been wondering what it is about Depeche Mode that attracts "younglings" such as me. To be honest, i don't really know myself. All i know is that Depeche Mode makes me feel , well, it just makes me feel.
Throughout my very short life i have been through so much shit that half of you could not even imagine. i have been sexually abused by someone very close to me, i have been depressed,i have tried ending my life and i have seen horror and death of someone that was like my sister. Well, you pretty much get the point. And i know this is going to sound extremely cheesy, but Depeche Mode has helped me get through all of that carp. When i was old enough to realize what had happened to me and how i was violated, Depeche Mode was there for me. It was there to save me from destruction and it was a relief for my pain. the music made me feel not worthless anymore . It made me realize that maybe there is a purpose to life. The deep and beautiful voice of the lead singer, Dave Gahan reassured me that everything was simply fine. No i knew that there was no purpose in ending it because i had such beautiful music to live for. 

their music makes me want to surrender to the world and be helpless, but not hopeless. No! because of DM i get up every morning knowing that life is not that bad anymore. It makes me believe in myself and trust myself once again. Now for all these things i want to thank DM!
I know that they won't be reading this, but it just feels so much better saying it! So once again, DM, you are responsible for saving my life and being there for me when no one else is!

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Hey my angel! Fantastic blog!
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